FML (on the days before my period)
Sunday : I am at the cinema to watch Project Hail Mary (Amazing movie btw). The person I came with is annoying me. He is talking during really important scenes, trying to be funny, telling me the score of an ongoing football match. I want to throw him out of the cinema; I want to drag him by the ear and keep him just outside the room. At a very crucial and emotional moment, he interrupts to tell me that it is cringe. I don't know when the words STFU escape my mouth. I cover it up with a laugh. He thinks I'm joking, but I was being serious. Or maybe he did not hear. Either way, I immediately feel deeply ashamed that this has happened. During the movie, there is a thing about the main characters hugging. Those scenes remind me of a time in a past life when I found solace in someone's hugs. I am overwhelmed with sadness because thinking about those hugs leads me down a sad memory lane. But I am watching a good movie, so it is not the time to ruminate on that. The movie is ove...